February 2011
Tomorrow
Full day.
Driving my Dad to the airport at 630 Group at 12 School at 230
Not looking forward to it at all. But it’s just one day closer to thursday, when I hopefully get off curfew. I can’t take it here anymore. And it sucks because my Mom has known Riley for a while so she doesn’t care about yelling when he’s over. I hate that so much.
January 2011
I guess I'm angry. That I was there for you...
mindplayintricks asked: well, my parents fight here and there, but i'm sorry yours do every night :/ that is rough. I assume they've been married for awhile right? it's probably harder to quit it after all those years you know.
This house is driving me crazy
My Dad finally told my Mom off about how she needs mental help.. And yet she kept on screaming. And then she kept flipping out about how I said I don’t want to live here anymore, and my Dad replied, “You think I’d still be here if I didn’t have to?! You think that if you didn’t take half my money I wouldn’t be gone right now?! I don’t blame Jenny”.
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Just feel his lips lock onto every breath I take...
I love SNL & Nicki Minaj<3
He's disappearing, fading steadily
You and I have something different, and I’m enjoying it cautiously. I’m battle scarred; I am working oh so hard to get back to who I used to be. He’s disappearing, fading steadily When I’m so close to being yours, won’t you stay with me, please?
She moved on. And I feel sorry for you because she...
Amazing day
Riley came over and played nitendo 64 with me.. And my Dad surprised me with my own laptop :) Today was a success!
Just got Super Smash Bros for my nitendo
waiting for Riley to get his ass here so we can play. In such a good mood today, which I’m grateful for. This past week has been a rollar coaster with my feelings. I felt like my heart was overloaded with emotions.. I’m learning to bury the past, and make room for the future.. I can’t keep backpedaling, it’s just causing unnecessary stress, and stopping me from moving on.