March 2012
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I sometimes catch myself hesitating, only for a second, during old songs so I could feel the butterflies again and remember what it felt like to be in love. But only for a second; because if the song plays longer than that, the butterflies escape through my rib cage and all I feel is emptiness. That terrible pit in my stomach.
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I’m proud of myself though. I no longer obsess over why he...
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I don't know what to do anymore
I have so many friends and a guy who’s loved me for 5 years, but I feel so alone.
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arizona-nanook asked: Lovely, I'm very sorry to hear about what happened today :(
February 2012
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Had a miserable day.
Got into my first car accident. Got a summons because I didn’t have my license on me. Then I locked my keys in my car on campus. I had to stand in the rain and use a wedge and coat hanger to open it up.
Because I got a summons, I might not graduate treatment court on time now. They use anything and everything to keep people in the program, especially when they are almost done. I’m not...
djwhiteal asked: you are an inspiration to thousands i'm sure. i just read your story and wow. you are an amazing person, so gorgeous too. i'm sorry you went thru that with a guy, you deff deserve nothing less than perfect.
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“I was so so sure I loved you. At least, I think I did at the time. But somewhere...”
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